My Bestie.  


Cant believe you are gone. your passing feels like betrayal of faith, hope and will to live. The believe that everything happens for a reason and that there is a God who orchestrates everything, how does he orchestrate such? The confusion is so real. 
some days I want to text and be hilarious, then I remember you are nit here. I love you. 
I miss you so bad it hurts. Hurts to even breath. 
you were my mirror, my destiny partner, we dreamed and planned so much, now I do not know how to go on. I have to remember that you are no more. literally no more. 
How do I find another you B?
who do I be naked and raw with? Who gets to be my person in the way that you were? 
how are you even gone...!!!
[04.05.2022] 
Happy Birthday Dr Bongani Skosana❤
I Love you. 
Thank you for choosing me to spend your life with on earth. It is hard to understand that you are gone. sometimes i try to make an excuse cos of the pain i feel, wanting to give in and be broken and depressed, but something about you refuses. you were always a fighter and so even in your passing, you inspire me to keep going. if anything B, you inspire me to keep living. 
losing you was the hardest thing i ever experienced.